Chapter 5
FACING SUNRIZE
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 As the clouds pulled away, Lali found herself standing
in the village again near her grandmother's lodge.
Somwhat confused and dazed, she went in.
Lali's Auntie Salanka was there and she was crying. 
Red Horse and the boys were there and they were
all crying pitifully also.  Even Soclea sobbed quietly
in the shadows of the lodge.  No one noticed Lali
though she stood among them, trying to find
the person they gathered around and for whom
they were bereaving.  Lali was looking for Gongi.
When Lali tried getting past Salanka, it seemed as if
she were walking right thru her Auntie's body. 
Then Lali saw her Grandmother lying there
very still, upon the great grizzly bearskin rug.
Rising Moon was kneeling beside her Grandmother
and weeping.  Lali was stunned and felt scaird.
Big tears welled up in her eyes.  What was happening?
 
Unable to see, she wiped the tears from her eyes.
When she opened them again, she was no longer
in Gongi's lodge, but traveling in space,
surrounded by voluminous dark clouds.
She tumbled uncontrollably thru the darkness,
until suddenly she fell into a body of icy water.
The sea was turbulant and she gasped for air,
before the wave crashed brutally over her, 
burying her deeply in the frothy backwash
of white waters.  She thought she was going
to die holding her breath, but as
suddenly as the wave had hit, it dispersed
and she found herself face down on the sand,
still trying to catch her breath.  When she looked
up she pulled herself to the shore and walked
away from the water's edge where she could
sit up on the embankment and regain her
composure . Finally getting control of
her breath, she felt soberly refreshed.
 
As she looked about she was surprized and awed
at the landscape before her.  She was on a high
mesa and the wind whipped her bones like a flame.
The dark clouds thru which she'd fallen still
hung acridly in plumes of lavender and ebony.
They covered the sky and landscape. The unmistakable
source of these clouds were fires that dotted
the flat terrain in so many places she could
not count them all.
 
Then she noticed there were legions of warriors. 
They were all from different tribes and were
suited for battle accordingly.  They held their weapons
proudly and were painted ferociously.
Lali remembered for a moment,
when she had been Queen Muri, in her 
Lab at the Univ of Oulda in Lemuria.
The Earth was younger then, and she was
a Shining Being.  So long ago,
from their conception,
 she had held the tribes... in little cups. 
Twelve distinct Races of Man...
most extinct now.  Only the most brutal
and resistant to consciousness survived the
senseless wars they inflicted on each other.
History records only part of the debacle.
The rest was in her brain waiting
'til she could decipher it.
 
The warriors waited for their signal. 
When the War Cry was sounded, the
fiercest warriors began charging each other.
manuvering thru the smouldering fires and
sooty smoke filled air, only to clash together
with great force and clammer, so intent upon
destroying each other and inflicting as much pain
on everything and everyone they touched
It was so painful for Lali watching as it
unfolded before her.  She felt guilty for it all
because super-imposed on the horror before her,
in fleeting images, Lali could see through the
vanishing transluciency of space to the
odd connection of this mean war to the
furious battles one fights in the mundane
homefront of our everyday lives.
The selfishness, the envy, the revenge one seeks
to console the spoiled essense of one's soul.
that the helpless ignorant animal experiences.
The common everyday gripes and grudges
we continue to hold, together empty into one vast
ocean of discontent, contributing to the
unbalancing of true Paradice Consciousness
that Humans were originally endowed with.
 

 The fighting became so furious that the whole
mesa shook, and the moon, which had rizen
was also covered with blood. 
When the wives and children came out,
all were consumed and drowned in the
blood, for it flowed as a
river upon the land.
 
Lali was silent inside.  She looked upon all
that the Empress was showing her.  Her little
heart broke when she looked upon all the
fathers and brothers killing each other
and desecrating the land. 
She looked upon the lifeless bodies of the
mothers and grandmothers, the brothers
and sisters and all the children. 
They floated into the distance upon
the river of  blood, never to be
seen again.  Was this the ending
of humanlife on earth Lali was
witnessing?  Numbly she watched...
waiting to see the outcome of it all.
 
Lali began to realize how unfair she'd been to
her Grandmother.  She didn't want to create
confusion anymore.  War can only happen
when people stop caring for each other.  She
never wanted to see war happen on earth again,
ever!  "All of us must try to contribute to the
good of others to live in harmony with
Life Itself.  This is the lesson we are all
learning," she thought to herself.
"In Lemuria we conceived these beings,"
she continued.  "We taught them many
things.  They learned to construct with
stone, great Temples to honor 
Creative Forces that maintain us. 
By now We expect Humans
to know how to construct their
Living Temple of flesh and bones
still honoring these Forces.  There are no
more excuses. Humans have not learned yet
how to live together and respect the
Great Spirit indwelling in their bodies and
in the enviornment Nature  provides." 
Lali knew she'd been so ungrateful and lazy. 
She wasn't proud of herself now, realizing
how her actions must have affected her dear
Gongi.  But she was not only hurting Gongi,
herself and the rest of her family by her
callous apathy.  She was also contributing
to the mean spiritedness that lingers in this
world of disguise, hiding in every corner
of our psyche, tempting us to be impetuous
and self-absorbed, so it can gather strength
and mobility....and ruin all the goodness in
our hearts....ruining it for everyone. 
She would no longer give in to it!
 
The ominous clouds hung over the Mesa for
many centuries.  Lali was quietly reflecting
on all she saw. 
Even as a giant Thundercloud does,
she glided smoothly under the immense
heaviness, with cells eager to unload all it
had absorbed in it's arriving. 
Tears eventually creased her
cheeks that had been smooth.  They fell
to Earth, mixing with the blood 
that still flowed in rivulets to the great
Delta down country. She had seen the Truth 
about herself, and now she must find the
courage to live it. 
Knowing the pain and persecution that
would accompany whatever courage she
could find within herself,
made her shudder. 
 
  Tears again welled up in her eyes and as she
wiped them away, she realized she was traveling
in the clouds again.  She looked down and saw
great basins dried to salty deposits and mud pits.
Fish of every kind lay choking and dying upon
it's floor.  This was happening to the whole earth. 
The Earth was jaded by man's clever attempts to
outsmart the Natural Forces.  Mirroring and
reflecting Man's Nature....the earth was naked
and dying.  The created beings were
unable to find the key, much less be able to
turn it in the lock that would open the door
to awareness of their innate mystical
potency and consciousness (thru Faith). 
Humans are an important factor in
maintaining the Earth's balance and
equinimity in Time and Space because
the power of conscious thought
has such an effect on all that lives.
 
Our technology creates it's own environment. 
In so doing, it works agains the earth's
natural rhythm.  And that is how it happened.
The outer layer of atmosphere escaped into
space and the Earth in it's death throws, 
was reguritating us. 
The Sun boiled the oceans away at last.  The
nights were becoming so cold that nothing
but bateria could live upon the Earth. 
Mankind itself perished, and the Earth was
a rotting stinking mess, revolving silently,
and wobbling uncontrollably in it's orbit.
 
Then she heard a long low whistle, and she
saw a great iron horse coming, galloping at
a great speed toward her from the horizon. 
As it came past her, she could see the
Conductor was an Owl, and he was
singing a very peculiar melody.  A cat was
helping to shovel coat into the mighty
furnace.  All the passengers were peering
from the windows happily waving. 
Among them were many souls of
living beings.  They were being
escorted somewhere.
They were the survivors of the Age.
 
Now the train slowed somewhat as it
approached her.  One of the children in the
Caboose leaned out the window and was
offering Lali something in his out stretched
hand.  It was Hokami from the Cave,
but he looked like he was only 7 years old.
 
"Hey, where are you going?" she called to
him.  He answered that they were all going
home now for they'd been fishing.  He'd found
an owl with no head and wanted to keep it
for the feathers, but his parents said
it was bad luck, and to leave
it by the river.  But he didn't want to listen
to them and hid it beneath his seat. 
When Mother found it, she insisted he
throw it out the window immediately. 
He saw Lali and held it out to her. 
She reached out for it and he dropped it
into her hand.  As he did that, he dissolved
into a mist and the train sped on.
 
Peaciwawala looked at the train until it
disappeared into the horizon and another
hundred years passed by. 
Now she was very old. 
Her eyes were deep with understanding
and contrition.  They twinkled with their
secret as if the stars had come to Earth and
became her eyes.  Her flesh hung now
from her fragile bones. Her matted hair had
turned completely white.
It hung loosely past her waist. 
The wind flipped the ends of it every
which way, but she stood firmly rooted to
the spot on which she was standing. 
She still held the decapitated owl in
her cupped hands.  It was quite stiff ,
though the feathersremained 
golden and soft.
 
The clouds on the Mesa were finally
beginning to dissolve. 
The wind danced playfully all around
her. She stood as if in a vortex, tears
flowing freely down her withered face. 
Without warning, the wind blew something
from the sky that got caught by her foot
and wrapped itself around her
leg.  She reached down and picked it up.  It
had strange writing on it on every side.  She
examined it carefully, but couldn't read the
script, so she took it and wrapped the bird in it. 
 
She looked around now and to her glad
surprize, she knew where she was. 
She was again at the mouth of the cave. 
She could hear Taweya and
his men calling to her in the distance. 
 
When she blinked her eyes, she could see the
Empress again.  When their eyes met, Lali felt
a warm glow.  She could hear the soft
hooting of owls in the distance.  The beautiful
Lady was speaking and the child listened.
 
"You must go back to your village now little one. 
The day will come" the Empress said, "when
your people will need you.  You must try very
hard to learn from your lessons so you will be
strong and ready for that time."  When she
finished saying this, she just faded away.
 
Lali strained inside to hear the soft melodious
voice of the Empress, but she was gone and lali
would not see her again for many many years to
come.  Finally Lali opened her eyes. In her lap
she held the headless carcass of a golden owl. 
It was wrapped in the unusual paper still. 
When she opened the package, she could 
read the writing on the paper now. 
It was a newspaper and
the Headline read:
"50 MEGATON BOMB TO BE TESTED
TODAY IN THE PACIFIC OCEAN". 
Another headline read:
"NUCLEAR WASTE CONTAINERS TURN
UP OFF COAST OF BRAZIL". 
She wept and wept, because she knew how
devestating these things were to all life on
Earth.  Would Humans eventually annilate
the Earth?  The Empress said
the people would need her. 
What could she do to help stop the nightmare. 
Would she be able to realize her
path before the final implosion of
consciousness and reverse the catastrophic
demise of the created beings?  She felt so
small and unworthy.  So unaffective
and insignificant.  So helpless...and
alone.  Why would they listen to her?
 
Just then a melody came out of her heart
and a song so rich and melodic, like the
Empress' voice came forth from her
ejubulantly.  It was a song she would
remember for lifetimes,
and would sing someday....
if they would just listen....
 
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