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Harmony went into the dome and straightened the blanket. She
was brushing her hair when she thought she heard a rustling in the grass coming closer. "Oh good! Maji
is coming back" she thought throwing her head back. "I have to get breakfast going and pack our
lunch so we can get an early start up the hill". Her dark locks scattered now down her back. For a moment she felt a strange icy chill, though it was a warm morning. She ran her fingers thru the
tangles while looking for the comb. While she was doing this, a little gecko ran across her
hand. It startled her and she remembered the lizardy thing in the pool again. It was reaching out of the water, drooling with blood still on it's teeth...it was still hungry and was reaching for Harmony. She saw
the thrashing, the blood in the water, and the beautiful lady running thru the forest in her mind.
She felt frightened again, and shivered. Her skin goosebumped and the thought crossed her mind that just maybe,
it was creeping through the grass at that very moment and was going to attack her. "Oh no...is it coming
for me...?" she gasped. She began chanting silently, trying to shrug off the inner vision. "Please,"
she begged softly, "not yet. I don't want to know yet." She peered thru the plactic tarp of the dome into the bushes checking to see who or what was coming. No one was there. Deep from within
her heart there appeared in her mind the vision of an old Indian man and woman. She knew them. They were Kiarna
and Moisa. She had seen them before when she lived on Oahu in the 60's. They gave her the
name Harmony. Bringing energies to balance through cooperation was to be her mission in life. They had always
been there for her, but for lifetimes, she had forgotten them. She felt safe, now that she'd seen them again. Bravely she pushed aside the plastic tarp, and stepped out trembling slightly in the brisk morning air. "It's
so silly to be afraid here" she told herself, regaining composure.
The sun just cresting the pali sent
shafts of light onto her head. She turned to face them. She was enveloped with light. It felt so warm. She stretched smiling happily, thinking of how foolish she'd been, and thanked the Creator of Heaven and
Earth for the wonderfulness of the day. She could still smell the smoke in the charred wood from the night
before. The log was still hot. She thought she'd start the fire up again and get some hot water going
for tea and coffee, when something dripping wet and cold touched her shoulder. Jolting suddenly she swallowed hard,
choking on air. Trembling and bracing herself, she turned slowly to meet the 'thing' face to face.
The 'thing' was Maji, beautifully tan and muscular, and completely nude. He was dripping wet and grinnng like
a ten year old boy. In his hand, he grasped a clump of fern, earth and all, which he offered her. "What
is this?!" she said pushing it away. He laughed and tried to rub it in her face, but instead he rubbed it on
his big hairy chest and face. Now he looked like a monster but he was laughing and poking her. "You are
a beast!" she scolded. "Go jump in the pool again. I'm getting the fire going for your coffee."
"No!" he insisted, "let's just pack up and go right now before it gets too hot." He grabbed the jug and poured the clean water over his face and chest to rinse off. "The
sun is coming up fast." "Oh, okay" she said, and began braiding her hair. Maji put his towel in his
pack and tied a few empty jugs onto it. Harmony did the same and stashed some cashews, raisins,
pecans and dates in the side pocket. She was ready, so she went to him and said "Okay, I'm ready.
What else should we bring Maji". He wasn't listening. He was cupping something in his hands.
She couldn't see what it was, so she asked him, "Hey, what've you got there?" He didn't
want to show her. "Let me see it" she laughed, prying his hands open. She wasn't impressed
when she saw it was just an old sea shell. "It's just an old shell," she said casually dismissing
it. "Turn it over" he said, and she did. "Oh, it's still alive" she said happily. "Yes," he answered "and this shell has taught me something this very day." She
looked at him skeptically when she handed the shell back. He turned it over and over. He looked at it as though it were a precious stone, and she couldn't help but say abit facetiously "Well tell
me, why is this shell so precious Maji, and what is the lesson you have learned from it my dear?"
He got serious now and looked at her as if he knew all things, every thought she had, every feeling.... but
he'd never admit to it. "This little shell is worth more than gold and all the jewels of the earth you
know" he began enthusiastically. "Worth more than corn" she chuckled. "It can't be worth
more than the corn we grow. It feeds us through the long winter" she added thoughtfully. He laughed,
which put her at ease. "Well maybe its value is the same as corn" he replied, continuing seriously again.
She knew how he loved to go on and on about the littlest things, so she tried to interupt him. "What?
I thought we were going for a hike?" "Look Harmony" he said, gently holding the shell out towards
her in his palm. I'm holding Life Itself right in my palm. Do you see? Life Itself! The mystery is all
contained within this shell. In every atom and molecule, dancing to the rhythm of it's intrinsic individuality
everywhere..." He paused, looking at the shell again, turning it over a few more times. "Do you know
the secret of the little door?" he went on. She felt it with her index. It was smooth and cold, and felt
just like the little tail foot of the snail inside. "Yeah" she remarked trying not to show her impatience.
"It's just a regular snail. What's the big mystery" she added.
He began caressing
the shell, cupping it in his hands, holding it up to the light as though he were in the act of creating it.
He seemed oblivious to everything except the little shell. He was dancing with it... and humming. "Why
don't you put your shorts on Maji.... so we can go now" she said positively, but couldn't help crack
a smile as she said it. He loved the ridiculous. He loved being ridiculous. Maybe he was mocking her, trying
to tell her to stay real and not be distracted by fantasies. "Hmph!" she thought. But she loved
it when he was ridiculous. It did make her lighten up. But she didn't want a lecture, as that is what his antics were usually about. "Come on let's go honey" she urged him, knowing it was no use .
He hadn't delivered the punch line yet. "Wait" he replied almost frantic. "Look, this little
door is the key here Harmony. Look, it protects the mystery inside." She looked blaisely at
it now, almost bored. "It's very nice Maji" she drolled without inspiration. "Don't you
see yet? The door protects the mystery. Sure we can break the door down, but we kill the secret." Now she thought this new rant of his was very taxing. "It's so sublimely simple Harmony. If we break
down the door, we loose the mystery." "Yeah...that's s..s...sad," she stammered. "But"
he continued unapologetically, "if we wait..." "If we wait....?" she said after a very long
pause. He placed the shell on the earth beside a flowering plant. He had the most ridiculous look on his
face. He had to be putting her on. "Okay" she thought" I'll can go along with his
humor," and gave him a seductive look. He was looking at the shell though. Then he repeated himself,
saying, "But if we can just wait...."
She felt lightheaded now, like he'd lifted her up
to the ethers so she could see the horizon. For a moment she saw her Self, empty, on the horizon. She was formlessly
moving, always changing form. Yet this Self she knew, contained all forms, could take any form,
but rested now, self-contained and imperceptible. She was in a clear headed space and could see so much
light because everything contained it's own light. It made her joyful to feel that way. She listened
to the air and was breathing deeply...but then suddenly, she was back! Maybe Maji had touched her hand. She didn't know.
She turned to look at the shell. It was moving now, and first one little
antenae appeared and then the other. Slowly the snail came forth stretching out to it's full length. "...the
mystery will unfold itself to us, as mysteries eventually do. When we can just wait a little longer, all
things will open for us Harmony. Everything that is in our heart will eventually see the light of day." Maji's big feet looked huge beside the little shell. The snail rolled up onto his little toe and when it got
to the mount of the arch, stopped and looked up at Maji, moving it's antenae blissfully to and fro. Maji
laughed, and carefully picked up his foot, placing it nearer the roots of a flowering plant close by. Quickly, as quick as a snail can, it disembarked and snuggled itself beneath the foliage. He
was a tender and loving man. That's why she adored him.
Now she understood what he was saying.
She smiled and nodded her head affirmatively. She'd been scouring her brain for a clue, trying to nudge
the Universe to reveal all. Yet if she could be just a little more patient and a little less intense, all
the answers on their own, would unfold, and in a way that would allow her to grasp their meaning. Plus she would
be a better companion. "Thank you Maji" she whispered humbly. "Thank you." She moved closer
to him and put her arms around him. He pulled her braids so that her lips came up to meet his. His fat
tongue was in her mouth, then he was sucking her lips, his hands cupped her buttocks and he shoved his hard body
close to hers. She wanted to drop everything right then, and spend the morning making love. But he let
her go suddenly, now that she wanted to do it. "I'm ready" he shouted grabbing his pack and
the jugs, and was off down the path to the hilltop in an unexpected flash. "Hey! wait up" she cried loudly
as she picked up her pack and the jugs and skipped off down the path trying to catch up with him.
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